Thursday, September 10, 2009

He who desires nothing else than God walks not in darkness

"Jesus be in your soul and thanks to Him that He has enabled me not to forget the poor, as you say, or be idle, as you say. For it greatly vexes me to think you believe what you say; this would be very bad after so many kindnesses on your part when I least deserved them. That's all I need now is to forget you! Look, how could this be so in the case of one who is in my soul as you are?

Since you walk in these darknesses and voids of spiritual poverty, you think that everyone and everything is failing you. It is no wonder that in this it also seems that God is failing you. But nothing is failing you, neither do you have to discuss anything, nor is there anything to discuss, nor do you know this, nor will you find it, because all of these doubts are without basis. He who desires nothing else than God walks not in darkness, however, poor and dark he is in his own sight . . . .

You were never better off than now, because you were never so humble nor so submissive, nor considered yourself and all worldly things to be so small, nor did you know that you were so evil, nor did you serve God so purely and so disinterestedly as now, nor do you follow after the imperfections of your own will and interests as perhaps you were accustomed to do . . . . It is a great favor from God when he darkens [the faculties of the soul] and impoverishes the soul in such a way that it cannot err with them. And if one does not err in this, what need is there in order to be right other than to walk along the level road of the law of God and of the Church and live only in dark and true faith and certain hope and complete charity, expecting all our blessings in heaven, living here below like pilgrims, the poor, the exiled, orphans, the thirsty, without a road and without anything, hoping for everything in heaven?

. . . Desire no other path than this and adjust your soul to it (for it is a good one) and receive communion as usual. Go to confession when you have something definite; you don't have to discuss these things with anyone."

-- The Collected Works of St John of the Cross translated by Fr Kieran Kavanaugh, ocd, & Fr Otilio Rodríguez, ocd


Telesia said...

Dear Sister,

Your choice of excerpts for inclusion in your blog site is inspired fron on High. I look forward each day to reading your post. This post of St. John of the Cross is wonderful and I needed to read it. Thank you so much, may God bless you abundantly.

ocd sister said...

Dear Telesia,

I'm glad you like the excerpts. May the help you grow in virtue, and Christ's love for Him and His people. Please pray for me. God bless you!
For all the victims who passed away during the September 11, 2001, events: Eternal Rest grant unto them, O Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon them. May they rest in peace, away. My Jesus, mercy.

Anne said...

These words from St. John of the Cross touch my heart deeply. Thank you for them, and also for the beautiful picture that accompanies them.